October 2010
September 2010
I just wonder how your doing. This is the longest we’ve gone without communication in awhile. Which I like, because I really don’t have any crazy desire to speak to you. I’m not sure if I’m comfortable with this new life I’m going with, but I’m trying it for now. It almost feels like the old me is back, before you entered my life. But when it comes down to it,...
I just saw the social network, 3 days before it comes out, for free! It was fucking amazing, and even if it had sucked, the latter 2 reasons make it worth my time! I like learning about that shit.
She's the girl
She’s the girl that has a few best friends & doesn’t need anymore, the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. She’s the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right back & say sorry. She’s the girl who will never leave your side when you need her, the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up. She’s the girl who never sleeps without her...
I love that are some people in my life that I honestly get so happy when they contact me. Even if it’s just a stupid IM, message, text message, phone call, etc. I don’t have feelings for this kinda of person in any way. But it’s just nice to know their thinking of you, and miss you as much as you miss them.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or...
Day 8:
When I first thought about this questions, obviously the first person who came to mind was Ryan. I suppose he made my life hell, and treated me like shit. But it was just for a time being. A lot of what he did was due to his addictions. I guess to some people that isn’t an excuse whats so ever, but as a daughter, a sister, a best friend, and ex girlfriend to an addict I know it kind...
it’s my life
don’t you forget.
It never ends
Gotta find your inner strength If you can’t then just throw life away Gotta learn to rely on you Beauty, strength, and wisdom, too You’re beautiful inside and out Lead a great life without a doubt Don’t need a man to make things fair ‘Cuz more than likely he won’t be there Listen girl, gotta know it’s true In the end all you’ve got is you
-hillary duff
...
“I no longer believe in the idea of sole mates, or love at first site. But I was...”
– (via stephyyface)
“We’re so over, we need a new word for over”- Carrie Bradshaw
a-fucking-men.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth...
Day 7:
When i first read this days challenge, i honestly could not think of who I would write about. Until I got a text, from my dad. He texted me to see if I wanted to come home this weekend, and if I did he would drive me back so I wouldn’t have to pay for a bus back. And thats when it hit me, he honestly has made my life worth living. My dad is the most honest, caring, hilarious,...
I just keeping thinking about how much I miss you.
(and not who you all think I’m talking about)
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do
Day 6:
I hope I never have to break someones heart. Getting over ryan was the hardest, most painful, horrible experience in my life. It felt like my entire life was over, and I just couldn’t feel anything anymore. I was a vegetable, with no more feelings or hopes and dreams. Nothing made my smile, and if I did smile, i was faking it. I was in my own world, and I felt that no one could save...
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Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life
Day 5: I hope to one day fall in beautiful, whisk you off your feat, catch your breath, butterflies every day kind of love. I hope to fall madly in love with someone who is madly in love with me. I wanna know that feeling of unimaginable love, where you know you won’t be alone for life. You’ll always have someone to watch cheesy movies with, watch wedding sundays, dinner with, a plus...
My Saturday nights now consist of the entire season of sex and the city, whiskey and diet coke cocktails with Brittney and Jones. As much as enjoy my life, I need to step it up. bahaha
“I look at you and smile because I’m fine”
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone...
Day 4:
I have to forgive my sister for taking my family away from me. Since I was at least 17 my entire immediate family, except for me, has been obsessed with my sister. Her mistakes, her needs, her helps, her good times, her baby, her school, her anything. Anything she she does is more important than me, i feel. Even if I do anything that means something to me, or anyone of my friends, my...
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself...
Day 3:
I have to forgive myself for tying to save him. I loved him, and still want the best for him. But I know now that I can’t do that. Every time he would get clean for a bit I would really think maybe I did something rite this time, that I actually changed him for the better. But every time he went back to drinking I felt like I failed. Like I didn’t live up to being his girl,...
“We’re always going to be broken”
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 2:
I love that I love, if that makes any sense. I have no shame in admitting in something or someone that I love it. If I feel so strongly about something, that I whole heartedly love it, I don’t give a shit what anyone thinks. I actually want the world to know how much I love whatever it may be. I believe Love is the most beautiful, ugly, strong, week, crazy, calm thing in the world....
